Started when I was 14...33 years later I really want to quit so I talked to my doctor and got some Chantix. Huge coffee lover and it tastes really weird. As a matter of fact everything tastes off. The urge to smoke is there but curbed with Chantix.
The dreams are not there strangely...But wake up in cold sweats...maybe I am dreaming, I just don't remember.
I've been able to stop for about 6 months substituting with Cigars but got really expensive...5 or 6 a day amounted to almost a $1,000 a month.
Chantix is my last ditch effort in staying healthy enough to see my kids reach adulthood.
God, I hope this works.