Welcome back Yorkie.
I am happy to see you back.
You are right, you need to want it more than you want to smoke.
Recognizing that the word "try" leaves a back door to relapse again.
Continuing to smoke will not help the situations you are facing. Not at all.
And, there will always be situations. I lost a dear friend during my quit. But smoking
would not have brought him back. As a matter a fact, it would have made me feel worse.
We are all here to talk through these feelings.
Life will keep happening, but this place is full of people who have faced it all.
Please let us help.
Smoking is no longer an option for me. I no longer smoke. Smoking is just something that I used to do
Smoking is not treatment. Smoking is the cause.
The usual outcome is only that, because you let it be. The "quitter's" outcome is because we "make it be".
Beat the urge, and the urge will stop beating you.