HI, I'm a forum Newbie but as the name suggests, I'm no quit virgin.
I'm using the NHS quit smoking help and have been prescribed Champix. On day 12 of the tablets and today is my planned quit day, I would love to say it is going really well but that would be a flat out lie. This morning was good, I got up had a massive craving and thought "no, not anymore, I'm going to beat it this time". I went downstairs and there it was.... my tobacco pouch with tobacco still in it, filters, papers and lighter all sat there waiting for me. I did what any self respecting quitter would do, I picked the whole lot up and chucked it in the bin. Proud of myself, I went for a walk to give me something to do.
This afternoon however; I suspect there are some reading this that know what I'm about to write... All day it was in my head that I has that tobbacco in the bin... ALL DAY, not a single friggin second went passed that I did not think to that 'wasted' tobacco, so yes....
...MY name is 4thTimeLucky and I smoked bin tobacco, all of it.
My last puff was 4 hours ago and by everything I hold sacred I am going to make sure that was the last puff EVER. So not the best introduction of myself but open and honest. Wish me luck!